2009 doesn't seem to be going all that great for me already.
so much for optimism eh?
i always wondered, if i died, how would the boyfriend know?who's gonna call and tell him? noone has his number except me. what if my phone disappears and maxis can't get his number? how's he to find out?
maybe it's best he doesn't. then we'll both stop hurting.
i'm not sorry for being emo right now...because i am. interpret what you want. only i know what i'm talking about. i am me. i dictate my own life. i lead it. and i can end it. every action i take is my own responsibility, not yours. every fear i have is mine. noone understands noone will.
2009...i hope i'll make it through you.
so much for optimism eh?
i always wondered, if i died, how would the boyfriend know?who's gonna call and tell him? noone has his number except me. what if my phone disappears and maxis can't get his number? how's he to find out?
maybe it's best he doesn't. then we'll both stop hurting.
i'm not sorry for being emo right now...because i am. interpret what you want. only i know what i'm talking about. i am me. i dictate my own life. i lead it. and i can end it. every action i take is my own responsibility, not yours. every fear i have is mine. noone understands noone will.
2009...i hope i'll make it through you.
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